Valvifera

{Part 1}

I'm on my course, no regrets, no tomorrow

Thoughts flashing color so that I let my mind rest

Those three words that I hate hearing, that I heard that day

Should I have felt something?

The sun burns through the clouds, and I take it all to the mouth

Turn to bluest of skies, where vultures fly

I'm alright, just stay my hand, I'm blurring everything I heard

In the wasp's nest

In the wasp's nest

{Part 2}

Star-crossed was I from the day when it first to me spoke

Matured in every fashion and tenacity became my hope

Far gone but was it wrong to seek a familiar mind?

I'll concede it might've gleaned unto those thoughts which I'd so kept confined

Where the Gnostics say Sophia, Lilith say the Christians

So the double headed Janus is the truth of what it is

And this wretched spectre hides beneath a cruelest dual visage

One so clouded by delusion it's been trapped within it's own mirage

Soon was I forsaken for my heart would not suffice

Was not the one who'd lead the sun down seeping through the winter ice

Tear down the listening walls before they rant what to reprise

Frozen sludge flows through the creek, the trees are grey, as is the evening sky